Mexican and can't speak spanish? Help?

I am 75% mexican although I consider myself full…My mother is half mexican an half white she does not speak spanish (That’s the reason why) My dad’s family all speaks spanish (I don’t live with him) And my grandma (Mom’s side) Speaks spanish…But I have a white accent but I can understand some words..My boyfriend speaks Spanish and so does his family. None of them really speak english good except his brother and sisters and himself. I really wanna learn so I can speak with my other family members and his family…Spanish seems very hard for me I feel stupid when I try to speak it. Please help?? I don’t have very much money…so what can help me?
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